Adorkable Musings

You know if you don’t like your situation, change your situation.  I recently decided that I didn’t like the way my living space looked.  So I decided a change was needed.  I got some prints, framed posters, and bought shelves for my Funko pops.  Thus, I started the process of making my space my own.  Now I have plans for the whole condo.  My Toki Doki unicorns, which I like to call my Toki Doki army, are going into a shadow box to show them off.  My pins are going on pin boards.  So that they can be seen.  I am also posting pictures of my family.  There is even a picture of me.  Believe it or not, the last picture I need is of my dog Mocha.  The man of the house. Lol.  The problem is now that I am running out of space.  This is what happens when you attend cons and buy prints, or go to the movies and receive free posters. 

Thinking like this is making my life easier.  I have goals.  Start easy, and work my way up to hard.  For example, I want to redo my bulletin board.  My bulletin board has been up since I moved in, with the same knick-knacks tacked on to it.  I want to start fresh.  So I am going to decorate the board and start fresh in the new year.  I will be doing a vision board this year. Looking back at the one I did two years ago, many things have come true.  I am excited to see what will come true from the next one.

The primary goal I will be working towards is purchasing a new car.  My car, Cherry bomb, is almost ten years old.  She is starting to show her age.  I see people with newer cars, and I will admit that I get envious.  This is a goal that will require time to achieve.  I have to figure out how to pay a car note and a mortgage. Yeah adulthood!!  I have faith in myself and in the universe that this will work itself out. 

The thing about being on my own, away from most of my family, is that I have to be my own cheerleader.  I do have friends who cheer me on, and I love them for it.  At the end of the day, it’s all on me.  I have to ensure that everything works out, which can suck when my depression brings me down.  I am working on that as well. I hated the position depression put me in, so I told my therapist that I was at a low point.  I changed my situation.  I hope that this helps someone.  I can honestly say that positivity and self-care help.