I’m going to be honest. The past few weeks have not been great—personal setbacks, issues with friends, and the world climate. I am not ok. Times like these make me miss people in my life more and more. I want to know that everything will be ok. At the same time, I understand that no one is coming to save me. I have to somehow find it in myself to push forward and to make the tough calls. I will not live forever; I know and understand that. My main goal now is to enjoy life. Even when it is “lifing”.
It’s so hard to admit when things just aren’t right. I feel like my problems aren’t bad compared to others. This becomes a cycle of keeping things to myself. I am bringing this up because life again throws me a curve ball. I had a moment where I was self-deprecating. It’s times like this that I am glad for the people around me. My friends and my family all have ways of keeping me grounded. Case in point: my friends and I made hot chocolate and smores last week. It was an excellent way to wind down and relax. It also helped me to plan my next course of action. Delayed but not denied.
When I feel like this, the main thing I can do is get out of my head, take deep breaths, and let people know I need help.
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